Thursday, December 18, 2014

The End is Near! I Hope There Really is an Afterlife

Friday is the final day of my RELS1 class.
In my head I am saying Wait! There's more! I got this!
But now I know where to look when I want to know more—thanks to that wily instructor, the list of books I want has grown exponentially with each assignment.

I feel like I have been to a giant party and met a whole lot of people who I never knew existed.
Each of them has invited me to their house, but all on the same day! This semester went so fast I did not have time to assimilate all the new information.

In the mean time, I realize I may have learned more than I thought.
for instance:

  • Women in religious studies often have biblical names; Mary, Sarah, etc., (I don't know how Hillary got in, but it may be a fluke)
  • Sometimes those women marry dudes who look like Jesus and they name their children Faith—I love that!
  • Frequently women who Defy this male dominated subject have last names that begin with D; Doniger, Daly, Douglas. 
  • There is no Emily Durkeim, it's Emile Durkhiem and I did not invent the term collective consciousness
  • Max Weber sounds a lot like that guy I was trying to look up on our first day of class: http://leakelley.blogspot.com/2014/09/introduction-to-religious-studies.html
  • Religion is a subject that anthropologists, sociologists, psychologists, and philosophers need to participate in to find their way through the maze of Humanity but many of them never find Religion.
  • If a mushroom turns blue when you touch it, a Jaguar may have left it for you.
  • Sufis are just as good at poetry as they are at dancing in the halls of a Grateful Dead concert. They study Whirling, Writing, and Rythmatic in Sufi School
  • The Dao is not dependent on the stock market but when it rises it does make a sound, "Chi Ching"
  • A person can be born more than once, but the second time the Father gives birth
* My irreverent tone should in no way reflect my absolute appreciation for the genuine knowledge and scholarly information I have recently acquired through my introduction to religious studies. It's just that sometimes I learn by associating absurd puns with new information.

I have referred to the wily instructor, which may sound like she represents Coyote Medicine (according to Native American lore) in which the trickster learns and teaches—and I did get kinda cleverly tricked into learning a lot. But, I also think there is Hawk Medicine involved here and I am thankful for the Messenger.


Friday, December 5, 2014

The Precipice of The Abyss


Today I feel I may be teetering on the precipice of actually integrating the myriad of theories and concepts that I have learned, or clinging to the edge while gazing into Nietzsche's Abyss.

While I am in no danger of becoming a monster or an nihilistic priest of any kind, I can sense the abyss staring back into me, wondering why I have not finished my final essay. 

In re-organizing the essay, I have wrestled with defining spiritual responsibility. The irony of this, in the face of my falling a bit behind in my RELS1 class, did not escape me.

This is the part where I must compartmentalize. 
There are so many things I want to know and so many options on the offering plate that I find it difficult to focus.
This focal adjustment problem is exacerbated by some other factors which have nothing to do with religion but mainly juggling responsibilities beyond the spiritual realm.

Okay, I'm leaping from the edge and I'm goin' in!